Mind Games

I wish I had a switch in my head that I could turn on and off when I needed too.... I have been dealing with something and I have a hard time getting it out of my mind. I always think of the bad that will come out of a situation because in the past... that's what has happened. So I start to worry and get down and I know that it will all work out some how, so way....BUT I hate conflict... and still to this day I DON'T HAVE THE FOGGIEST IDEA WHY GOD CALLED ME TO BE A PASTOR... because dealing with people there is conflict.... and I hate it... so if I had this switchy thingy in my head I could turn off the inner conflict that I have with myself every time a problem or situation comes along... if effects my family and my good wife and I know she hates it because I can't just not deal with it... but....... OK I'll just stop here..... "Lord please be the switchy thingy in my mind and turn my focus to you and not the "maybe" problem or situation... take from my mind the worry, struggle, and anxiety and lay it into your hands... Thank you"......
He's waiting to help us... let him be your mind switchy thingy!!!!!!!