Well today was a frustrating day for me... the longer the day went on the longer and more frustrated I became... it sucks... why? I have no idea? It seems like to me that I should have ended this fast a week or two ago... maybe I am just doing this because I said 40 days... I don't know... maybe its this week I need to be praying more and more... do you think????? I really don't have much to say tonight but complain... so I'll do what I should... pray , put it behind me... and go to bed... "Lord help me to remember and focus on you and not my emotions, attitude, and feelings... let me listen to you and see you when a day in frustrating... thanks for still working on me... thanks for being here for me... sorry if I have let you down today... I feel like I let myself down as well as you. I do love you"
He's waiting... and Ted... where were you today?
13 years ago
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